my birthday...

So today's my birthday. I guess it's as good a day as any to decide to write something in my "blog". It's an interesting feeling leaving my "teen"age years behind. I feel like I'm not where I should be at this point in my life. I should be starting my junior year in college... I should know what I want to be "when I grow up"... I should have some sort of plan for my life. But I've got nothing. Nothing but a love/hate relationship with my part-time job. I live with 8 other people that I love but am annoyed with at the same time. And yet I'm lonely. Surrounded by people and I'm lonely. And yet I ache for independence while all the while being seemingly endlessly dependent on something/someone for so much (financially). Does that even make sense?

None of this makes any sense to me.

And yet, here I am. :/

my debut!

this is my really lame first post.
i'm gonna try to start using this blog more often.

however, for right now, politics homework calls. :)